dear mum,

1) so what if im lesbian?

2) i'll still be me.

3) i'll still call you 'mum'.

4) i'll still love you the same.

5) i'll still go shopping with you.

6) i'll still go down to dad's place to help out anytime you need me to.

7) i'll still tend grandma's shop for you on saturdays.

there're so many other things i'll still do for you - it doesnt make me any different.

the only difference it'll make if i told you, would be that i would be so much happier if u knew.

i dont wish to hide anything from you. but what to do lar.

u tell me ure open minded and all, yar, wth.

seriously, dont you want me to be happy?

life is short and unpredictable such that it's not worth all the arguments and unhappiness each time we do so.

i just wanna do the things i wanna do and not live in regret.

cant u try to understand?

and seriously, if u keep insisting " i know okay, i know." then since u already know, then why ask? cannot take it, then dont ask!

At the end of the day, i really hope that in time to come, i'll be able to answer: "yar, so wat?"

Still your daugther - even if im lesbian,

Zenna.